Things I want to have done by the end of 2019:
1.) Buzz all my hair off
2.) Play ever Rune Factory game
3.) Figure out how to get people to give me money for my art
4.) Have a complete conversation with a stranger in public
5.) Make some actual irl friends and hang out w/ them
Things currently holding me back from all of these goals:
Money, Fear, Anxiety, Low Self-Esteem
The worst part of being without my depression meds is, I forgot how intense it is. I collect every bad thing I saw or heard through out the day and it makes me feel progressively worse and I can't feel better. It all swirls around in my head like ghosts telling me how much of a coward or a waste of space I am. It all sticks with me. I can't let it go. Fuck, dude, it's really harsh. It like super charges my anxiety.
A socially anxious shut-in that draws to be happy. Still trying to work myself out.
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